Monday, September 19, 2005
hmmms .
today feeling kinda down
don realli noe y .
keep thinking of lots of things ..
my mum said my leg is getting bad to worse .
and she say until cut off .
hmmm.. wad if my leg was amutated ?
no 1 wld even care .
hais . i keep wondering if tt happen
wld he care ?
i doubt so .
hais.. i still cant forget u
no matter how hard i try .
almost 9 mths haved past
but i still haven forgotten u
i noe u have.
how i wish i cld they way u did .
u made it seem so easy .
all these mths .
i have onli wished 4 u to come back
mayb tts not enough .
i hope i can carry on .
but life seems so meaningless without u
how i wish i cld b the 1 to make u smile agn
i love u . how i wish u wld too .
-arshu ; *
the memories have shattered 7:25 PM
